Goodbye my Friend

You know guys,  I hate to burden you with my broken heart… but I have a really hard time saying good bye.   I know it’s stupid, but I have the problem of not just letting life pass.  Maybe it’s because I’m too immature to recognize that things just can’t last forever.  I want them to.  A friend of mine is broken, his existence in shambles.  I’ve known him less than 5 years, but I just can’t imagine what it’s going to be like not having him around anymore.  I just think of all those adventures we went on together… all those hours staying up until the wee hours of the morning discovering life from other people’s points of view.  He was never really complete, but then again who is?!  I certainly don’t have all the attributes I WISH I could have?!   I don’t know guys.. I guess I’m just going to long for the times when he was around..   All those times we would sit up and read Jack Campbell books.

Goodbye my Friend,

You will be missed.

January 25, 2010   Posted in: Jason's Jabber